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I feel like I never existed. My existence is unbearable and I go through several problems. But in this post, I'm going to talk about waifus, which is one of those problems. I haven't left the house in 8 months and I've become obsessed with waifus. My obsession and love for them has become so great that when they fall in love with some guy in games and anime, I feel deeply jealous and sad. This causes me mental and emotional pain.

When Esdeath fell in love with Tatsumi in Akame ga Kill, I was very angry, jealous and sad. Mikasa being in love with Eren in Attack on Titan also caused me deep jealousy, anger and sadness. The same thing with Miku, Nino falling in love with Futaro. It's very unfair that I can only see my waifus, but not be able to love and be loved by them in a physical way. It's very unfair to see them having moments of love and passion with these guys. This causes me extreme distress.

I don't even have the courage to watch hentai, because in hentai, they will be doing sexual things with other guys, and that causes me a deep pain in my heart. Watching anime is increasingly damaging my mental health, as waifus will always be falling in love with these guys, and I will always be forced to be emotionally and mentally tortured by watching these scenes. While I have to remember how monotonous and painful my life is, I will always be forced to remember the cruel fact that I can only see that, but not live that in reality.

I'm also jealous of other people who have the same waifus as me. So much so that I stopped watching videos from a waifuist channel, because there are a lot of waifuists there. I'm also jealous of the fandom of these anime and games that keep sending my waifus ships with the game and anime guys. So much so that I even stopped following the fandom, watching scenes from anime and games after finishing watching, etc., I also feel suffering when my posts on reddit receive downvotes or go unnoticed, even though I don't have the courage to read the comments because I'm so fearful and cowardly that I'm afraid of being ridiculed and judged, I also feel a lot of suffering when my comments on YouTube are ignored or don't receive likes

The two Hiyō-class aircraft carriers were built for the Imperial Japanese Navy during World War II. Both ships of the class, Hiyō and Jun'yō, were originally laid down as luxury passenger liners before being acquired by the IJN for conversion to aircraft carriers in 1941. Jun'yō was the first of the sister ships to be completed in May 1942 and the ship participated in the invasion of the Aleutian Islands the following month. Both ships participated in several battles during the Guadalcanal Campaign in late 1942. Their aircraft were disembarked several times and used from land bases in a number of battles in the South West Pacific.

Hiyō was torpedoed in June 1943 and Jun'yō in November; both ships spent about three months under repair. They spent most of the time after their repairs training and ferrying aircraft before returning to combat. Hiyō was sunk by a gasoline vapor explosion caused by an American aerial torpedo hit during the Battle of the Philippine Sea in mid-1944 while Jun'yō was damaged by several bombs. Lacking aircraft, she was used as a transport in late 1944 and was torpedoed in December. The ship was under repair until March 1945 when the repairs were deemed uneconomical. Jun'yō was then effectively hulked for the rest of the war. After the surrender of Japan in September, the Americans deemed the ship not worth her repair costs; she was broken up in 1946–1947.