"And for the first time in a couple months, I prayed. Prayed for my friend and his partner. Prayed for my family. Prayed for my other friends as a whole. Prayed those I've lost did make it safe. And last, I prayed for myself. To be around long enough to fulfill my promises. I know I owe my debts, and I'll fulfill them. But I'm not ready yet, not when I still have the living to care for"; .