when they ask me: "why you don't talk with your girlfriend?"

This meme gives me flashbacks and makes me very sad.

Jeez, i'm sorry. it's sad when you can't have someone just for you and plus your mom states that you are exaggerated. exaggerated? not even a girl and being surrounded by old people all day and all night it's being exaggerated?

"It's like all you're interested in is getting head. Why don't we ever talk?"

i think after years of suffering the life finally awarded you, now you have a lovely wife! and i'm so happy for you

sorry i confusing "awared" with "awarded"... sorry

Awarded is right. Awared isn't a word.
Things are good now, but the memories still haunt me.

Unluckily the memories will haunt you forever, is also that why sometimes we are afraid to lose someone, the memories can make you think about the time spended with a person and make you feel worse! you ever heard about Proust?

Proust? No.

There's a movie called Sucker Punch where a girl gets lobotomized at the end to forget about accidentally killing her younger sister.

ah never heard about that movie, it seems interesting. anyway Proust is a a french writer, he talked about the involuntary memory, for him everything can recall an old memory, be it a smell, a song, a place or a noise

That's very true. Smell is strongly tied to memory.

*sniff sniff*

Lol, Adam Sandler did a bit in the 90's where these guys are driving and smell a skunk and keep saying all the things it reminds them of. First it's smelling weed, then pussy, then ass, then a 60 year old guy's ass. They stop and throw the guy who said that out of the car.

ahhh, now i understood better. well yes, that's what Proust meant

they sniffed everything?

sorry but when i hear about "guys sniffing", i start to have already stomach ache

Proust looks like the Frenchman with the longest name who wrote the longest novel.

yes i talked about him