As long as I have an internet connection, the site still exists, I have the tiniest amount of spare time, and my brain is working well enough, you guys are stuck with me as well.
NOTHING; - GET THE INTERNET FIXED
(*SIGHS* HOPEFULLY THIS WEEKEND OR NEXT WEEK. I THOUGHT IT'D BE DONE BY NOW. THEY STILL HAVEN'T COME BY TO DIG UP THE WIRE. IT'S ALMOST BEEN 2 WEEKS NOW SINCE I HAD INTERNET AT HOME. FEELING STRESSED AND STARTING TO FALL BACK INTO DEPRESSED. I WOULD NOT HAVE SURVIVED THE 1950S... CUS OF MY TECHNOLOGY DEPENDENCE BUT NOW THAT I SAID IT, THE LACK OF ACCEPTANCE AND THE SEXISM WOULD BE A REASON AS WELL. I'D PROBABLY STILL GO VISIT FOR A SHORT WHILE IN A TIME MACHINE IF I COULD. I'D WANT TO GO SEE AN ELVIS CONCERT AND TELL ED WOOD THAT I THINK HE'S WONDERFUL. I'D PROBABLY MESS UP THE TIMELINE... I'M SORRY GUYS.); OFFING YOUR SELVES IS NOT THE ANSWER. PLEASE TALK TO AN ACTIVE MOD OR A MORE STABLE FRIEND THAT YOU TRUST IF YOU ARE HAVING THOSE TYPES OF THOUGHTS OR YOU CAN CALL AN ANTI-SUICIDE PHONE NUMBER WHICH CAN BE FOUND ONLINE. THESE TYPES OF SITUATIONS ARE HARD ON ALL OF US AND IT IS NOT COMPLETELY ANYBODY'S FAULT. WE DON'T KNOW WHAT EVERYONE IS EXPERIENCING OFFLINE THAT COULD BE A CONTRIBUTING FACTOR. JUST PLEASE BE KIND TO EACH OTHER ON THE LGBT STREAM WHEN/IF POSSIBLE. A LITTLE BIT OF KINDNESS CAN GO A LONG WAY. AND REMEMBER THAT YOU'RE CARED ABOUT MUCH MORE THAN YOU MIGHT REALIZE. A LACK OF KNOWING WHAT TO SAY OR DO IS NOT THE SAME AS A LACK OF CARE.
