Explanation:
This started a few weeks ago, but only turned desperate recently. During spring break, my dad tried to forcefully go through my private chats. He threatened to get the cops involved.
Well, that happened almost a month ago. Why is this relevant now?
Around an hour ago, I discovered that my dad actually got the cops involved. He gave them the password to our internet box, and with authority permission, the police are now tracking my devices and telling my dad about my every move. They can go through my phone without the passcode, and see everything that i'm up to. Including the typing of this comment.
Conclusion:
I only have 3 options now. Either I have to end my own life, get out of the house and abandon everything (meaning i have to getting rid of my current identity, get a new phone, and my main email, which is what this account is connected to.) Or, I have to get out and run to a secluded area and abandon EVERYTHING. Including the internet. They know what I do, and my location. Even if i'm not on the current network. Without internet as well.
I don't want to, but I might have to.
I love all of you.