Every day of my life, I feel like people are taking me for granted. That sounds self-righteous and egotistical now that I say it out loud, but I just don't feel like anyone ever notices the things I do. Everyone has told me that that's not true, and that *someone* sees the things I do. But I can't help but wonder...
Now onto my "epiphany." If that's true and most people don't notice the things I do for others instead of myself, then when will they notice them? That was the question that led me down a rabbit hole of depression. Long story short, I arrived at this conclusion: the only time people will realize what I've done for others instead of myself is the day I stop doing those things.
In other words: no one will actually appreciate me until I die.
Now I'm stuck sitting with this thought, and I just can't shake it. I wish I had never asked that question.