TW for SH. At least the bleeding stopped

I feel the exact same way

That's not good for either of us then

rip

Womp womp to us

womp womp😔

Personally, I think you're traumatized.

Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck. I wonder what trauma causes this

I don't f**king know

Ik, I just like to put my thoughts onto writing. Its like thinking out loud

Yeah

the internet is watching you. get off the internet and take a walk or a hike.

its wild how i asume my freinds asume that i am an inside person
that is true on certain das like uber sunny or rainy days. windy is where it hits

i get this too and I have no idea what causes it

I think it’s pretty common for people to think of how others see them. Humans are social beings after all. It’s normal to think “how does this look?”

Not so sure if it’s normal to imagine specific people watching you though.

The exact opposite would be to not care what anybody else thinks. That’s kinda heading towards sociopathy though, unless you have a strong moral or ethical code that guides how you act instead of just doing anything for perceived gain.

Its never anybody specific, I just think they would think in a similar way to someone I was talking with, like if I were to get offline now, the person would be intelligent to the point I don't always get it and would be disappointed if I did something dumb

That’s a feeling of social inadequacy. Everyone thinks they’ve made a fool of themselves (because most of us do). As you get older, you’ll learn to laugh instead of cringe.

Well its good to have a name for it so ik is not a trauma response or somethin

Check memechat

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I did for the anxiety coping mechanisms and I responded

Cool. I’ve just added mo4e thoughts.