slightly similar with me too
"ahhh yes, the guy who saved humans from an asteroid, aliens, and even quickscoped a god because said god was giving him PTSD, he might be awkward but atleast he gave us FTL tech, solved most of the world's problems and increased quality of life so much that he single handedly screwed up the plans of all the corrupt politicians and billionaires yet he doesn't even go dictatorial because he's literally only helping humans because he just saw them one day and decided to help"
"oh yeah right, he's also a terminator ripoff hyper-OP robot genius who's kind of a jerk and dead serious, and if you accidentally touch him he will slap you so hard that half of your face disintegrates because he still has trust issues and he was also indirectly the cause of WW3 because it turns out that people messing with a human-shaped weapon of mass destruction isn't a good idea"
"screw it, make him into a hyper genre savvy TV Tropes reader who will point out and make fun of all the tropes and cliches...also make him a villianous protagonist in the spinoff so he can finally enjoy killing everything that he deems kill-worthy without having to worry about humans because he's going through fictional universes and crap where stuff does not matter"
