i only had her for about 4-5 months and she's already gonna fucking die

EL GATO NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

That suck, im sorry man. Life is harsh, thats just how it is sometimes.

i dont even feel like doin anything anymore today

If you can, take some time to yourself, meditate, anything to help put you at ease

Knowing someone you care about (human or animal) is gonna die is something nobody can process easily. Death can even lead to more death from heartbreak, which is why its imperative to try to compose yourself as to not do that, to process it.

Damn man, I'm sorry. I know how it feels. Shit hurts.

its harsh.
one of my cats also had it when i was like 9.
I had to see him being put down and I had to read a book about what happens to pets when they die.

I'm not gonna be much help in this situation because I'm going insane, but I would recommend that you spend as much time with your cat as possible to enjoy every memory you can make with her.

dad says i gotta let her sleep rn

Then wait for her to wake up or next time let her sleep on you

im fuсking done

damn