i'm sorry demias. How i said to you a lot of times, just... don't worry, it's ok being sad and depressed, i tell you from experience. but sometimes we should also fight these worries by ourselves, cause other persons can give us advice, but if sometimes we not able to also fight fears and worries by ourselves, we are always at standstill. how John Cena said "NEVER GIVE UP", i hope this advice is useful for you