I’m gonna be honest I’m really burnt out I don’t know how to feel anymore I think I should take some time offline for myself because I’m starting to feel like my old self again. By coming online I don’t want to distract myself away from recovering and growing, I’m not sure when I’m going to mature but I want to know myself better. Whenever I come online I want to escape school but I should just do my work, it’s the only thing that I have to worry about and I don’t want to fail. But above all of that I need to focus more on my religion, I’ve gotten very far and I’m focused on praying everyday but I’m scared that I might go off track and I’m not going to risk it. So in all honesty I’m okayish