its about a guy with a severe cutting addiction
as soon as he picks up a knife his mind is flooded with the thought
"cut your hand"
"cut your hand"
"cut your hand"
"cut your hand"
"he'll love you if you do it now"
"i'll love you more if you just do it now"
"dont be afraid"
"it's all in your head"
"but it feels so real"
"you can do it"
"trust me"
"but the last time i did"
"you locked me up"
"cold white walls"
"wanting to stab again"