honestly. killing the Certain person at the lake(im not spoiling who dies) felt like it was suppose to be me finally confronting M*****. the game mustve foreshadowed me.
so I beat red dead. and when the ending credits hit. after I finished off a certain asshole at the river. I shedded tears of Sadness and Satisfaction. just, I cant even sleep right now because I just finished a F*cking masterpiece. this is my final Red Dead 1 entry. I will begin Undead Nightmare soon. but I wont do a entry on that since it isn't canon in the plot. I'll begin my Red Dead 2 one when I'm ready. I heard Red Dead 2 hits you in the feelings even harder. especially after beating Red Dead 1. anyways. I'm gonna try and actually fall asleep. its 1 PM right now. all I can say is. this game reminded me of the shit I've been through. losing everyone I care about, I can understand Jacks pain(John's son). "Remember My Family"