I.. I feel like this is true...Like, I have been told this many times in real life, all I wanted to in the beginning was to make funny memes, and be a hobby, but all it has is turned me into a f##king autistic piece of shit!
I...
I am always treated like this IRL, I'm bullied, I'm abused, and now I feel like this is how I always will be treated for my whole life.
I am not joking, this might just be enough to see that MY LIFE WAS ALWAYS A F##KING MISTAKE, AND MABE I SHOULD JUST DO WHAT PEOPLE HAVE BEEN TELLING ME TO DO!
I am trying my very best to hold it in, but I have a pocketknife in a box in my room, and the more i try to stop myself, the more suffering I experience at school, and on the internet, it's too much for me.
I'm leaving
And I probably won't return until Fall, and if i don't come back, It is possible I did what I've been told to do...
sorry guys :(