Dude, people are gonna die in life. Satan is trying to break you, get you to break away from God. You can't let him gain control over you. God is doing miracles behind the scenes, and he'll orchestrate events perfectly.
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I will say, if it helps, feel free to take a break from this site, not leave permanently, but take a break, it might be good for you mentally, just a little advice, just trying to help
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY?!?!?!?!??!?!? I JUST LOST MY F%&#ING UNCLE TO ANOTHER CAR ACCIDENT! IS GOD ON HIS WAY TO JUST ATTACK ME AND TRY TO GET ME TO DRIVE ME TO INSANITY?! WHY THE F@$# IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME, I'VE SUFFERED SO MUCH! AND NOW BATIM IS HAVING PROBLEMBS AS WELL? IM AM SO F%#$ING DEPPRESSED AND ANGRY, I...I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO DO! MY THERAPY CLASSES ARE ONLY SLIGHLY HELPING (Thanks Mr. Correy) BUT NO I AM *THIS* CLOSE TO JUST FORGET ABOUT MY LESSON AND JUST F#%& DOING WHATEVER THE F#%$ IM GONNA DO