Jeez... skeletons give me chills...

Heh, what frightens me is seeing Christmas decorations up BEFORE Halloween. I actually saw a Christmas display in September last year. Christmas is great, but during December. The rest of the year it feels out of place. (Okay, I'll give it November and the first half of January too, but that's it. It's hard to get excited about it when it never ends.)

well... usually i feel Christmas vibes already on 31th August, LOL, but obviously Christmas things are ncie only on December. I'm scared by skeleton anyway cause i've an irrational fear against death and skeletons...

That's healthy and normal. I'm the oddball for fetishizing death and being attracted to the grotesque. I don't know if you've heard of guro, but I love that shit. 😟

well, death is a part of life itself, and i having a problem with it maybe i am a coward i know hahahaha

If that makes you a coward than pretty much everyone is a coward. Actually that's not true either. Courage isn't a lack of fear: it's moving forward in spite of fear. Cowardice is giving into fear. Being afraid is another trait we come about naturally. It's only cowardice when we don't face it. (And you don't need to worry about facing death until you're much much older than your dad is now.)