I am going through a crisis; My grandma just died due to a car accident, and now, 4 DEATHS IN UNDER 6 MONTHS!? WHY THE F%&# IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME? I'm really hurting, and (I'm definitely not joking) considering just... DYING! If this is all life will be, suffering from deaths, feeling failure, and getting punished, then I don't want to live this life anymore, I seriously need help...