just reading this makes me want to donate money to you, but i can't. i wish i was rich as f**k so i could help the helpless. i just want you to know i would try to help you as much as i can (even though your bf is emo and i'm not anywhere close to how f**king cool he is lmfao), but the best thing i can really do is memechat you quotes and shit like that, but that's something you probably don't want, or just this reply alone. a good way to probably go through these infections is to change the way you think about life, it's not ending. it's still at the beginning. go forth, and go for the stars, bro. also, 3 makes this worse. think about this rq, you would not have made me come here if you didn't make this place, MSMG. i'm sorry bro. i never knew about this, but man, it probably sucks. honestly, don't keep it a secret. you only get one chance (most of the time) at life, so tell your parents about these infections. they'll probably be sympathetic of you (unless your parents are retarded) and try to help you the best of their ability. (sorry that i always go offtopic, it's that adhd)