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I have a decently high grade, and everyone at school says I'm smart.. but I feel like I'm not doing enough. I feel unaccomplished. and so f**king tired. and overwhelmed. and horny. and ashamed for no obvious reason. My body's gonna be messed up when I'm older. So I wanna die at like 50. Is that bad? Should I want to be old with 100 different health problems? Should I want to outlive everyone else around me? I don't know. I'm told I'm smart. But I barely know anything.

now i feel bad for joking around about the simping thing :(

Nah, it’s fine

It will be okay

Thx

I do not know how to help you here but dying at 50 isn’t good. I feel like a death at a higher age (like 70 to 100) is more peaceful and better

I think about like this: our bodies weren’t meant to live past 30-50, and we deteriorate at the same rate no longer how long we live. That means, the older I am, the worse shape I’m in, and the more health problems I’m gonna have. I see where you’re coming from though, and I’m not gonna end it at fifty. It’s more of a preference than a plan I guess.