my mental health was slowly going downhill, im always socially negelcted and borderline bullied at school everyday. i get critizized for every little thing but yesterday, one false assumption by a group of kids f**ked up my reputation even more
i got water on my pants when i sat down in lunch but when i was going to get my kid prison food, then ppl said i had a shit stain which was just water and people laughed
it was super embarassing
im leget scared to go to school today
im staying home and i talked with my mom but really tho its like she wants me to be embarassed even more
i can barely make friends. not only cuz im introverted, but cuz now ppl gonna think different about me
i was crying so f**kin much yesterday
i barely have any options to do other than let me rot myself mentally or fight to gain respect, but im not trying to get suspened/expulsion
I thought deleting would help me so i can move on but i realize the mistake i maid and it was too late, im sorry for deleting and upsetting others 😔