i enjoyed the very first week of the lockdown, but after no, it was like a zombie movie

I was on disability for 9 months following hospitalization after a psychotic breakdown. So I was sidelined regardless.

DAYUM

oh my god...

trust me, i'm very sad to hear that... cause you're my best friend ever, the only one which never would hurt me. i see also other users as a great friends but with you i feel really safer, it's a different friendship!

Thanks, it's nice to hear that I'm a positive influence on someone's life. Usually I'm called a demon and spat on because I like titties, but you know how most people are online.

The funny thing about my situation is that I'm blessed with a wonderful, loving, caring family close by to keep tabs on me...and worry about me a lot unfortunately. All my problems are in my head. Biochemical. I've had no trauma, the circumstances of my life are great...I'm just wired all wrong. Too sensitive maybe, I don't know. Meds help. Hell, meds are the bedrock of my mental well-being. Without my medications I'm dysfunctional in 2 days and catatonic within a week. Even with meds it's not all good, but life isn't supposed to be a constant orgasm. I'm happy enough just not being constantly miserable.

instead i am an extremely paranoid person with depressing thoughts which give me fear or worries. most of the worries are the same of yours, they included: afraid to lose control about my love for soles, insecurity, struggles to socialize (in fact the idea of find a job is extremely creepy to me, but unluckily sooner or later I'll have to do it if I want to make a living) and anxiety about socials and online accounts (in fact the SquidwardQuincy one is a very torture to me to manage, i hope that i could preserve this account for a while)

anyway i'm very sorry to hear that Hannibal... cause you are the only person which maked me smile after a long time. i never had a friend like you

2020 was the year when my mom, my bro and me finally had to solve those underlined relationship problems when living at home.
Truly a revealing experience, but it was a harsh fall