kel.

alright, I wish you best of luck my friend

ngl sounds like a good idea i might do the smae

yeah, I want to focus on my mental health and shi
bcuz lots of shit is happening and it's making me more depressed than ever lately

yea same im fr strugglin rn my life is deteriorating

same like
not to worry you but I'm starting of doing self harm again and I can't help it
I'm not doing it but I'm having thoughts

is there any way you can get help with that

ik u said not to worry but ill worry anyway

no, I don't have a counselor and even if I ask my parents for one, they'll say no
saying it will "have me fail" and "keep me behind my school work"
and I can never talk to them about it because they never listen

wtf

ik, it sucks
I can't talk to anyone about it either bcuz my friends would most likely listen but would make jokes about it the next week
and I can't trust my own family with it because they won't listen

thats effed up

well duh. I just don't know what to do.