I just thought of a very deep thing... Like a paradox... We're all just results of a cluster of microbes evolving inside of a blob of water in space that eventually landed of a large mass of icy and molten rock. We actually exist yet we don't. We are simple structures of molecules compared to what could be out there. Don't feel afraid you're small... Be happy. There's so much to explore out there. Humanity is limited but limitless. If there's infinite numbers... You keep counting... Infinite universes... Then there must be a universe that destroys all universes but then another universe that prevents it and vice versa all over and over again. So we technically exist yet not exist. This is a peaceful existential crisis. A meditation-like panic attack. a trance-like anxiety episode. Everything is beautiful in its own way except for some stuff. Some things are just downright bad like some stuff we see on the internet... And some are beautiful like photos of wildlife... But some normal everyday things like maybe... Say, a coca cola ad. That ad may be beautiful in some way because it fuels our bodies allowing us to thrive and be happy. The only reason us homosapiens created the internet is because we wanted someone to talk to. Back then racism existed all thanks to skin color. But all color is an illusion. Everything is just pure colorless... Not even white... Just... Colorless a color that isn't a color that we will never be able to see no matter how hard we try. The only reason we see color is because of light. Something nearly impossible to exist but it exists for a very odd reason. Everything that will ever exist/doesn't is is a Schrödinger's paradox. Everything exists yet doesn't. Some bad things can make a good thing happen in the future. If it weren't for world war 1 or 2 existing... The world wars never happening could cause a shift in the timeline and even affecting the future like maybe video games wouldn't even have been invented... That shows that everything comes at a cost. Evolution created us originally in a harsh environment. Why didn't we stay that way and be able to withstand anything then? Because life wanted a challenge. And you and I and all of your friends and their friends and other people are all a part of the challenge. Don't give up. Keep going to complete that challenge.