you dont have to answer.

That running from my problems won't help anything...

Helps me all the time

Isolating yourself won’t make you happy

Shit..that the only way I can be seen in my family is if I follow the rules even if they're stupid or I act out,yell,fight,talkback,break stuff,hurt others.. And there's nothing I can do to change it because my family is toxic

i'm sorry for that happening to you, my only advice I can give for this situation is don't let the toxicity get in your head. Its gonna make it worse if u let it in your head.

Seems like your family isnt the only toxic ones, Break stuff, throw stuff what are you, Helen Keller.

I have anger issues and some other issues, I act out for attention even if I don't want it,because that's what I think I need to do,you don't know what I go through

Okay hulk

That I have to sacrifice parts of myself just to be accepted, and the real me is unlovable.

A good life might never exist for me.

People will always ridicule me and harass me for who I am.

I will never be loved for who I am and always called the school s**t because im curvy

i will never be completely whole again. i will always be broken in some way