WOOHOO, WHAT DO I WIN?

if u try to injure yourself again i will personally find you home address and come and hug you
but seriously pleeeaaaassseeee don't im begging you

Being alive is an injury to my soul that I choose to inflict on myself constantly every day. It's alright, time heals all wounds.

Hannibal_Lecher. I am saying your full name to make sure this comment finds its way to you. You dont win anything, you never will, unless you pause. Take a breather. Think of just 1 reason against suicide. One. If its hard to find one, think of me. Me fighting your suicidal thoughts and beating the shit out of them. Because no one deserves those motherfackers. Especially not you. So please. Like I said, pause.

Appreciated. I myself have tried to beat the shit out of "life is not fair", both for other people's sake as well as my own, and all it got me was tired.

The biggest thing stopping me from murdering myself is to spare the people who love me that grief. Without them I'd throw myself in front of the nearest train. I've learned to hate my loved ones for keeping me around just for their benefit. Telling me their comfort matters more than my suffering is the most selfish thing I can imagine.

Then let me. Let me beat the actual shit out of everything that makes you feel like this. I really want to help you, and im so sorry if people have told you that "my comfort matters more than your suffering" bullshit. You dont deserve to be tired, take a break for a minute

"oh you have to stop youself because then Ill miss you" facking b.s, because I know damn well you wont, and even better if you do because then it will hurt you. I know how that feels,so go***mn well. So here, a reason. Im sending a double-chocolate cake to where you live. just wait till it arrives, if you want? :)

Most of what I'm saying reflects me when I'm off my meds. As long as I have my pharmacy of psych meds I can maintain. If that ever changes and I end myself, my loved ones won't mourn because best believe they're all coming with me.

(Thanks for the cake)

Okay then! In fact...the cake is not a lie....love the portal reference though :D