i wish i lived in the present, with the gift of my past mistakes
but the future keeps luring in like a pack of snakes
your sweet little eyes, your little smile is all i remember
those fuzzy memories mess with my temper
I don't know what I was thinking, leaving my child behind.
Now I suffer the curse and now I am blind.
With all this anger, guilt and sadness coming to haunt me forever.
I can't wait for the cliff at the end of the river.