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i have absolutely no will to live rn

i have absolutely no will to live rn | I don't even know what I feel anymore. I just finished my show and now i crashed. I'm burnt out and trying to escape the burnout by constantly doing more, and trying to keep my perfect grades because that's what defines me, and I can't take a break because people need me to be my energetic self. I want to cry for  no reason and I'm spiraling. I feel completely emotionless and full of every emotion in the world at once. I need help. | image tagged in ace dragon | made w/ Imgflip meme maker
120 views 6 upvotes Made by disaster_dragon_ace 1 year ago in depression_much
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2 ups, 1y
*sending virtual hug*
1 up, 1y,
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Perfect grades are a trap because you bust your ass for the demoralizing position of having nowhere to go but down. I found it more rewarding to leave a little room for improvement.

Besides, calibrating people's expectations of you a little lower not only takes the pressure off--it leaves you in a better position to under-promise and over-deliver.

Life's a treadmill my dude, and you can't outrun a treadmill. Gird your loins for the long haul, pace yourself, take breaks, and try to remember that the most common reward for struggling through something you don't enjoy is being tasked with an even more tedious version of that same thing. Other people's expectations are bait that lures you into the trap of devoting yourself to shit you don't find meaningful. Don't take the bait.
0 ups, 1y,
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^^ This right here is proof that some coomers still have good in them.
0 ups, 1y
Lol. From my perspective that judgemental shoe is on the other foot.
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1 up, 1y
It’s ok
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I don't even know what I feel anymore. I just finished my show and now i crashed. I'm burnt out and trying to escape the burnout by constantly doing more, and trying to keep my perfect grades because that's what defines me, and I can't take a break because people need me to be my energetic self. I want to cry for no reason and I'm spiraling. I feel completely emotionless and full of every emotion in the world at once. I need help.