I don’t really bother with romance anymore.
Now I’m just thinking about what to do with my life and the best way to make money via computer engineering
i feel weird for not really being other school teenagers havign crushes and silly girls gossip. i know i like men but..sometimes i feel like i cant find an idea if i really want and just push it off as "im young y think of this"; like my last crush was from elementary school?? and im pretty sure it wasn't even a crush and embarassing to think of back