I can't take it. My friends vent and talk about wanting to off themselves and ask if it's okay that they vent and I ALWAYS SAY YES. I give and give and give and I'm okay with it! But they never keep asking if I'm okay. They ask if I'm okay and I say "I'm fine" and they leave it there! But I still lie. I don't want to tell anyone anything about how I feel for fear of them telling me to "just suck it up" or "you have it good, think of how bad it *could* be" and I do, I overthink.
![I hate being told motivational things by people [unless it's a video or something] because I always cry | I can't take it. My friends vent and talk about wanting to off themselves and ask if it's okay that they vent and I ALWAYS SAY YES. I give and give and give and I'm okay with it! But they never keep asking if I'm okay. They ask if I'm okay and I say "I'm fine" and they leave it there! But I still lie. I don't want to tell anyone anything about how I feel for fear of them telling me to "just suck it up" or "you have it good, think of how bad it *could* be" and I do, I overthink. | image tagged in blank | made w/ Imgflip meme maker](http://i.imgflip.com/7xw3ng.jpg)