a few hours prior to this i also tried to draw Zenith a 3rd time (on gimp) and it was gonna be from upper body upwards to save time and energy but once again I GROSSLY FAILED THE PROPORTIONS so i just gave up and recycle bin'd the whole thing
it seems like no matter how hard or how much i try, i can't get any better, and i don't even want to be "good", i just want it to look like how i imagine(d) it in my head
and not only that; out of all of my fictional characters, Zenith is by far the easiest to draw out of the humanoid ones, the rest (right now 3, 2 other cosmic entities +1 character debuting in part 2) and i still have to draw 4 different alien species and 3+1 visual appearances of the "vortexes" that control the cosmic entities (+ 1 for Omnision who shares very similar looks)