And this girl that you connect with is far away. Chances are you'll never see her face in person. Every depiction you see of her is on a screen. Plus, you haven't met her in person. I know people who are nice online and quite different in person. Perhaps it's the medium of a device that hinders interaction, but I digress. It's far less meaningful the way you're doing it. At the very least, I implore that you rethink this.