IT’S MY FAULT THESE HORRIBLE THINGS ARE HAPPENING TO ME; IT’S NOT MY FAULT THAT THESE HORRIBLE THINGS ARE HAPPENING TO ME BUT I HAVE TO SUFFER NOW; IT’S NOT MY FAULT THESE THINGS ARE HAPPENING TO ME AND I WON’T SUFFER BECAUSE OF IT; THESE HORRIBLE THINGS ARE HAPPENING TO ME BECAUSE I’M THE MAIN CHARACTER AND THIS IS THE BUILD UP TO MY VICTORY