As a Christian, I know exactly how you feel. I almost cried to sleep once over a crisis related to how my sexuality juxtaposes my religion but I cannot imprison myself and who I truly am. I repent for my sins to Jesus Christ but I cannot not like men. I am a boykisser and I cannot do anything about it. I cannot advise you to do as I do because you made this choice of your own accord and I think it is best for a person to do as they wish and live on their own terms.
Additionally, If you say anything along the lines of "I ain't reading allat," I will find you and take all your sand away so you cannot eat it. Following that, I will put a bubble around the region in which you reside so you cannot find more. There will be an oxygen supply at the top of this bubble, however, it might not be so pure after a year due to pollution, causing your region to look similar to the portrayal of Earth in the hit Disney Pixar film "Wall-E."
Again I shall return to my point in my first paragraph and suggest that you do as you wish, but I do not recommend suppressing your true self, even if it is in the name of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. I wish you would at least be an ally if not a part of LGBTQ+ because it shows good sentiment, but see you in MS_Memer_Group then, I guess.
