It's time I turn things around

SO I'M STAYING, KIND OF. I'M CHANGING MY USERNAME FOR NOW(I MIGHT CHANGE IT BACK LATER). I WANT TO TRY TO MOVE ON BUT MY MENTAL HEALTH WILL ALWAYS HOLD ME BACK. I STILL WON'T POST OFTEN BUT YOU MIGHT SEE ME IN THE COMMENT SECTION; I DON'T KNOW HOW I'M FEELING