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My final message, my last goodbye

My final message, my last goodbye | THANATOPHOBIA, THE FEAR OF LOSING SOMEONE YOU LOVE/CARE ABOUT.
NOVEMBER 2022, AN ARGUMENT IN MY FRIEND GROUP CAUSED A SPLIT THAT ENDED IN LOSING 3 FRIENDS.
3 FRIENDS THAT HAVE BEEN WITH ME FOR YEARS, 3 FRIENDS THAT GOT ME OUT OF MY COMFORT ZONE, 3 FRIENDS THAT ALLOWED ME TO STAY EXTROVERTED FOR 2 MORE YEARS INSTEAD OF BECOMING AN INTROVERT DUE TO MOVING, 3 FRIENDS I REALLY CARE ABOUT. 
AFTER NOVEMBER I WAS NOT OK MENTALLY.
EVEN THOUGH WE DID BECOME FRIENDS AGAIN, NOVEMBER HAS LEFT A LASTING EFFECT ON ME. 
I MAY HAVE GOTTEN MY FRIENDS BACK, BUT THE DEPRESSION STAYED.
LOOKS LIKE I FOUND THE CAUSE FOR MY MENTAL PROBLEMS, THANATOPHOBIA. DEPRESSED | image tagged in ceruledge_pengu anouncment template,depression | made w/ Imgflip meme maker
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Goodbye

I'll be back when I fix my mental state. That will most likely require therapy, but where I live everything sucks. Even my friends think it's best for me to try to hold out until I move again so I can get some good therapy.

I'll see you all in a few years. Maybe sooner if I find an alternative solution.

Goodbye
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Goobye, ceruledge, i hope you get the help you need, it is sad to see you go
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Goodbye
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Oh
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Hoodbye old friend
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I know what you're going through. I fear the future due to Thantaphobia. I'm no therapist, but the way I deal with my Thantaphobia is by trying to live in the present and make the most of the time I have left with my loved ones and friends. Even though I no longer believe in reality, I hope your mental state returns to a better one. So, so long my friend.
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*thanatophobia
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THANATOPHOBIA, THE FEAR OF LOSING SOMEONE YOU LOVE/CARE ABOUT. NOVEMBER 2022, AN ARGUMENT IN MY FRIEND GROUP CAUSED A SPLIT THAT ENDED IN LOSING 3 FRIENDS. 3 FRIENDS THAT HAVE BEEN WITH ME FOR YEARS, 3 FRIENDS THAT GOT ME OUT OF MY COMFORT ZONE, 3 FRIENDS THAT ALLOWED ME TO STAY EXTROVERTED FOR 2 MORE YEARS INSTEAD OF BECOMING AN INTROVERT DUE TO MOVING, 3 FRIENDS I REALLY CARE ABOUT. AFTER NOVEMBER I WAS NOT OK MENTALLY. EVEN THOUGH WE DID BECOME FRIENDS AGAIN, NOVEMBER HAS LEFT A LASTING EFFECT ON ME. I MAY HAVE GOTTEN MY FRIENDS BACK, BUT THE DEPRESSION STAYED. LOOKS LIKE I FOUND THE CAUSE FOR MY MENTAL PROBLEMS, THANATOPHOBIA. DEPRESSED