Basically
I take my night meds around 8:30 normally
But i was filling up the water purifier and getting a mug out PREPARING for taking my meds so that when my reminder to take my meds goes off, it will be right there and ready for me to take em
I didn’t really think, filled up a cup with water and took my meds. Then right when i swallowed them i realized that i F**KED U P-
I take anxiety meds, a multi-vitamin, a melatonin and what i call my anti-suffering pill
The thing with these is
The melatonin is strong as shit so even half makes me fall right asleep
I am supposed to take the anti-suffering med AT THE SAME TIME EVERY DAY
And the anxiety thing is supposed to be taken at night, later preferably because then it will last for more of the day when waking up
So i took them two hours early, decided to just sit in my bed and try to not fall asleep
My friend’s mom comes downstairs to like- clean up and things and wakes me up, confused to why im awake and i ask what time it is, still being a bit light out. Its 8:30
The time
I am SUPPOSED TO TAKE MY MEDS
I just decide to take a shower, super spaced out and shit
A f**kin CENTIPEDE POKES IT FUGLY FACE INTO MY SHOWER
i try and squish it and it somehow goes BEHIND the shower tile
Paranoid of that little shit now
But the shower was nice, kinda helped me feel less shitty
Then went to bed, waking up at 4 IN THE F**KIN MORNING
have been awake ever since