Please don't. I know life may seem difficult for you now, but it does get better. I promise. If I had a nickel for every time I have thought about this since Sept. 2021... I even had bottles of chemo meds that I could use plus morphine, but I know he would have never wanted me to do that. Almost 69 and in the last 2 and half years, I have lost my Daddy, my husband, within 1 month and 1 day from each other. Now, my son is in jail awaiting arson trial, which he did not do... it was an accident, that house had my entire married life of 46 years in it... everything thst ever meant anything to my husband is now gone, my stuff too. I have lost my grandchild to dchs. My health...can't get it together, this pain, the inner ear problems, my very unstable blood pressure which seemingly cannot be controlled... I faint... cannit control it and when i do, that, I break body parts, my back,... Just... and I am truly alone. Please don't end it though. It will get better, I truly believe this. Hard to type arthritis in my hands so... misspelled words. But, not trying to be a holy roller, I am very private with my religious/spiritual believes, but God will help you through this, all you have to do is ask him. Get involved with a church, don't know your age, but you sound young, my church activities as a teen and even older helped me. As a teen, I was involved in choir and thst led to some great summer trips... this was in late 60's early 70's. But, please don't 🙏 😢 🫶🫂
