Oh my-
I knew it was going someplace bad, but I didn't know it was that bad...
I feel so bad for you...
I've never had that happen to me before, but the best advice I can give for you right now is to take a deep breath, and try to calm down.
I want you to know, there are people who care about you. Some you haven't even met yet.
Everything will be okay, I promise.
I'm always here to talk, if you need it.