I love how I come here to vent about my issues when there's 5 depression streams. In Depression_Much you get people that relate to you, here you get people that show compassion and will actually help you. Even though it's the same 20 people posting and commenting while 1500 other people just watch, while I'm about to have my second mental breakdown silently in the background.
If you want to know, my first mental breakdown was when I was listening to music, a song came one in which was about the song writer wishing he was a better friend, exactly how I was feeling at that time. I then had broke into tear, had a mental breakdown, and then started to try to fix my mistakes.
My initial attempt didn't work and it took the combined effort of me using another one of the 3 lost friends to reach out to the other 2, one of my other friends helping me out by reaching out, and friend number 1 reaching out because he was annoyed about me mentioning how I lost 3 of my closest friends.