Oh, I didn't get it. Sorry, I made a mistake, I thought you were expressing disbelief. You said you live in a small town somewhere, go to some local place with a bulletin board and ask to put up a sign offering work around ranches, farms, or properties. Anything, cleaning, fencing, building, demolishing, moving stuff. Just manual labor. Trust me. It'll make you a better person, plus you'll make extra money for yourself.