People being there doesn't really help.
Even people who have gone or are going through the same thing, doesn't help.
Words of encouragement can't get through.
Pretty much nothing breaks through the haze.
Nothing--good or bad--can move the needle. It only moves when the bottom drops deeper.
You do get used to it. It's a constant companion. Anguish becomes a comfort, like a pair of shoes so perfectly broken in that you forget you're even wearing them.
Eventually they become your feet. You can't take them off. Not because you don't want to, but because there's no longer anything inside.

If you want to talk to me, just so you know that you can. I honestly know what youre going through so i think i will be able to understand you. And im not gonna tell you that life is worth living or things like this, because i know that sometimes thats not true at all. But still, i think you are a great person (considering what you told me on my image in which i said i lost hope in life) so i honestly think that you shouldnt kill yourself, because im sure there are people who need you. If you want, we can chat, im here to help.

And i also know that trying to help wont really help you, but still i also want someone to talk to and i could be a companion for you and just listen to your problems.

O My God, thats how i feel every single day. That is a great way to put it into words too. Good job.
But i am very sorry about what you are going through.

one time i wanted to kms, but then i realized that i would be hurting everyone i know, and that if i failed, i would probably be yelled at by my mom and step-dad, and if i succeeded I'd be creating more sadness, so i just tell everyone my constant sad face is just my normal resting face

Thats really deep

thanks, it was something i worked on for a month or two

God
Thats a lot
Anyways

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FugCuPkyA9c

mood

i like it