i have gone through more of you combined

OH JEEZ! i hope things get better for you.

*BIG HUG*

WHOA, I NEVER realized how much you went through... You OK?

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ah an "ig" at the very least is good.

That first part.
You've been WHAT now?

yep.

That, is messed up, how did he get to 19 without even knowing what the word 'minor' means? What kind of parents didn't teach him that? I'm so sorry that happened to you.

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Honestly I get a little of that, im tired of drama and such as much as you are, but taking stuff out on other people is not the right way to do it, that's humanity 101, that's why wars happen, because people can't just stay strong and handle their pain, so they seek to spread it to others to cope. I guess I'm just one of the lucky ones that will never completely understand how difficult it is.
But I encourage you to get help and make that development to improve, to forget about pain and stress, I come online every day and look forward to talking and getting along with people because that's what I care about, not myself, no matter what kind of mood I'm always here and try my best to not self reflect, do you know how hard THAT is?
To be in a terrible mood ad filled with stress but still be nice to everyone no matter what I think of them? You may see it as pointless but I don't believe that or I wouldn't do it.
I'm certain if you actually become approachable, and not just try, if you make project nothing but good will despite your feelings, even if it seems an impossible thing for you, you will see it's worth it.
And if you really don't feel like it and just want to do the same thing over and over, then don't say that I didn't care, because because I sincerely hope you can overcome your pain eventually, your still young if I assume right, you've got a long time to develop as a person, and things will get better for you in the future

im so sorry :'c I wish i could help

you can, it's hard to explain how you can but there is a way...

really :D

yes

meme chat ^^

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tfym

i've been through shit too, you think you have it worse than everyone else here

kinda clear???

daily harassment, emotional abuse,lack of a father figure, 7 years of pure screaming, yelling, crying, being called a demon child because of my father, my family's scared of me, I'm used as a game for other's enjoyment, everyone says i hurt myself for attention, online harassment for literally any reason possible, forced meds, insomnia, body shamed, sister pointed a gun at me, told nobody cares if a loser like me dies, toxic friends, toxic ex won't leave me alone

WHAT

???

that's actually horrible

and that's not even all of it

i also have ADHD, ODD, depression and anxiety

Dang, I never knew all that about you.
I'm so sorry all that happened, I could never understand what kind of parents would even call themselves parents by doing that.
And your sister sounds like an actual maniac.
Things will get better for you in the future, you will get to be your own person and eventually bound to find some people who do care about you.

they're trying to change

That's good, and I believe they can. I'm glad that things may change for the better in the future.
Hope talking with other people has made you feel a bit better about it.

A little