For me it's my friends, they're the only thing keeping me going sometimes. I can't do that to them, i can't do that to my best friend. We promised each other that one day we will see each other and get to do all the things we enjoyed from our childhood. My friends are the reason I'm still sane and the reason I'm going insane. I will do everything in my power to keep my friend group together, even if it costs my mental health.