One thing about you guys, you certainly sticck to your guns, I mean the world has long moved on, people have evolved in complete lifestyles, jobs, relationships come and gone, the last few years have brought alot of change, but not you lot tho, still beating the same drum, that everyone has proven and moved on from. You gotta admire that, the tenacity, commitnent, like a story of long lost un requided love, pining for years. Have you got up from your computer since then, been outside? There's gotta be a support group for you guys, cuz I know of a few of you on here, but you gotta move on man, it's gotta be holding yyou back, use that energy on something with meaning and a future