Why? What’s so sad or painful that you want to die?
I’m 52 and was sexually abused as a kid. I was molested. I was self harming at 9 years old and had suicidal thoughts and feelings for most of my life because of it. Often times children who are sexually abused or physically and emotionally abused have suicidal feelings and thoughts. Is that what happened to you,? if it is. I’m so sorry I understand. If it is, you’re hating the wrong person. You did nothing wrong, you’re not bad, you’re not stupid and it’s not your fault.
If that happened to you, I hope you get some help. There is a way out of those feelings. <3