I hope you find joy in life someday :) Life is definitely hard, there is no way to manage it and to be fully OK, but you can find joy in the little things and breathe in the fresh air. People are going to hate on you and tear you down, trust me I know, I have been bullied many times and I have raised my temper too, often times I forget to choose Love over Anger. Just know that Jesus loves you and so do I. I will never shame you for being a furry, you are you and that is beautiful! No matter who you are, you are beautiful inside and out, let your light shine on the world, spread your true colors! Because in reality people are gonna hate, but you can stand tall and just be the amazing person you are mean to be. I wish you well :) <3