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I have barely any trust | ME AND MY FRIENDS SOME HOW ENDED UP DISCUSSING ABOUT TRUST, AND HOLY SH*T MY TRUST IS F*CKED UP. I NEVER REALIZED HOW BAD MY TRUST ISSUES ARE UNTIL I LOOKED BACK ON WHAT BROKE MY TRUST. 

HERE'S ALL THE TIMES MY TRUST WAS BROKEN:
1. IN 3RD OR 4TH GRADE TWO OF MY FRIENDS TOLD ME TO WAIT AT THE EDGE OF THE PLAYGROUND WHILE BEFORE WE PLAYED TOGETHER. THEY NEVER CAME BACK. I WAITED UNTIL RECESE ENDED. 
2. I HAD A FRIEND(I'LL CALL THEM R). R WAS A GOOD FRIEND UNTIL 6TH GRADE. IT STARTED WITH HIS FRIENDS ABUSING MY, AT THE TIME, VERY TRUSTING NATURE. THEY WOULD BREAK IT FAST. EVENTUALLY I STOPPED TRUSTING THEM, THE ALSO WERE ASSHOLES TOWARDS ME. R THEN GAVE ON OF HIS FRIENDS OP IN MY MINECRAFT WORLD AND THE DESTROYED A FEW BUILDINGS BEFORE I STOPPED THEM. 
3. R BROKE MY TRUST. IT HURT SO MUCH. IT STILL DOES. R STARTED BEING AN ASSHOLE AND EVENTUALLY ABANDONED US. I'VE NEVER FORGIVEN HIM. I'VE NEVER REALLY FORGOTTEN. I'VE NEVER REALLY STOPPED FEELING PAIN OVER IT.
4. THREE FRIENDS. YOU ALL KNOW WHAT HAPPENED. TWO OF THEM I TRUSTED SO MUCH. AND THEN JUST LIKE THAT, OVER. THEY WERE MH 2ND AND 3RD CLOSEST FRIENDS. NOW THEY AREN'T EVEN MY FRIENDS. THEY DIDN'T EXACTLY BREAK MY TRUST. MORE LIKE AFTER LOSING THEM I TRULY GAVE UP ON MAKING FRIENDS BECAUSE I LOSE 90% OF THEM. I'VE LOST SO MANY FRIENDS BY MOVING. I'VE ALSO LOST SOME BY MEANS I JUST EXPLAINED. THE SCHOOL FRIENDS THAT I'M STILL IN TOUCH WITH ARE ALL FROM 6TH GRADE, AND IT'S ONLY 2 OF THEM. MY LIFE IS F*CKED UP | image tagged in ceruledge_pengu anouncment template | made w/ Imgflip meme maker
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0 ups, 1y,
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You need better freinds.
0 ups, 1y
Everyone I talked about breaking trust aren't my friends anymore. Except for the the three people on number 4. We are actively trying to get them back
0 ups, 1y,
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If you can't read the text then here it is
2 ups, 1y,
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Me and my friends some how ended up discussing about trust, and holy sh*t my trust is f*cked up. I never realized how bad my trust issues are until I looked back on what broke my trust.

Here's all the times my trust was broken:
1. In 3rd or 4th grade two of my friends told me to wait at the edge of the playground while before we played together. They never came back. I waited until Recese ended.
2. I had a friend(I'll call them R). R was a good friend until 6th grade. It started with his friends abusing my, at the time, very trusting nature. They would break it fast. Eventually I stopped trusting them, the also were assholes towards me. R then gave on of his friends OP in my Minecraft world and the destroyed a few buildings before I stopped them.
3. R broke my trust. It hurt so much. It still does. R started being an asshole and eventually abandoned us. I've never forgiven him. I've never really forgotten. I've never really stopped feeling pain over it.
4. Three friends. You all know what happened. Two of them I trusted so much. And then just like that, over. They were mh 2nd and 3rd closest friends. Now they aren't even my friends. They didn't exactly break my trust. More like after losing them I truly gave up on making friends because I lose 90% of them. I've lost so many friends by moving. I've also lost some by means I just explained. The school friends that I'm still in touch with are all from 6th grade, and it's only 2 of them.
0 ups, 1y,
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Sounds like a recap of my life tbh.
0 ups, 1y,
2 replies
So we in the same boat? A boat that's deeper than the Mariana Trench?
0 ups, 1y
You got that right.
0 ups, 1y,
1 reply
People theses days have no f###ing human decent see
0 ups, 1y
True
0 ups, 1y,
2 replies
Rip
0 ups, 1y
Your trust
0 ups, 1y,
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If you want here's how much I trust all my friends

Best Friend: 100%
Friend I tell all my problems too: 80%-90%
Random Friend: 60%
Weird Friend: 50%
Basically all my other Friends: 30%-40%
0 ups, 1y
Noted
0 ups, 1y,
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One time I had a friend in Kindergarten. The first year we were inseparable, the next she and I just didn't talk anymore. After a while, she became a total jerk who screamed in the halls and during band. It's the same with two other guys. One of them left, but the other became a total jerk. It felt like all of the ones who were nice to me got replaced by total jerks as time went. Now most of my grade is filled with @ssh0les, especially to me and one of my last best friends.
0 ups, 1y,
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Dang. That really sucks.

I remember in 8th grade our entire gym class was bullying one of the only friends I had at that school. They would say "Why'd you cheat" and then his name. It really annoyed him. The first time he went over to the lockers and was silent when me and my other friend went to see of he was ok. Then the kid who started came and said it again and we both screamed shut up. I've never said shut up so loud in my life. It never stopped. I'm a calm kid but have a lot of bottled up anger. I barely kept myself together. If I lost it I probably would've hit someone on the head with my water bottle(My water bottle is made of hard plastic or metal so it would hit hard).

That's my only experience with assholes in school so I can't relate that much but I hope those people bullying you and you're friends burn in hell.
0 ups, 1y,
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I threw a chair at people like that. It was fun :)
0 ups, 1y,
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I wish I could but I'm not looking to get into trouble
0 ups, 1y,
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It's better than keeping all the anger bottled up.
0 ups, 1y,
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True. Issue is I've been bottling up my anger for years. Now I have a short temper and an endless amount of rage. If I were to try to realease a lot of it wouldn't expect good results
0 ups, 1y,
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like this guy?
0 ups, 1y,
1 reply
Probably
0 ups, 1y
So yeah I can relate
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ME AND MY FRIENDS SOME HOW ENDED UP DISCUSSING ABOUT TRUST, AND HOLY SH*T MY TRUST IS F*CKED UP. I NEVER REALIZED HOW BAD MY TRUST ISSUES ARE UNTIL I LOOKED BACK ON WHAT BROKE MY TRUST. HERE'S ALL THE TIMES MY TRUST WAS BROKEN: 1. IN 3RD OR 4TH GRADE TWO OF MY FRIENDS TOLD ME TO WAIT AT THE EDGE OF THE PLAYGROUND WHILE BEFORE WE PLAYED TOGETHER. THEY NEVER CAME BACK. I WAITED UNTIL RECESE ENDED. 2. I HAD A FRIEND(I'LL CALL THEM R). R WAS A GOOD FRIEND UNTIL 6TH GRADE. IT STARTED WITH HIS FRIENDS ABUSING MY, AT THE TIME, VERY TRUSTING NATURE. THEY WOULD BREAK IT FAST. EVENTUALLY I STOPPED TRUSTING THEM, THE ALSO WERE ASSHOLES TOWARDS ME. R THEN GAVE ON OF HIS FRIENDS OP IN MY MINECRAFT WORLD AND THE DESTROYED A FEW BUILDINGS BEFORE I STOPPED THEM. 3. R BROKE MY TRUST. IT HURT SO MUCH. IT STILL DOES. R STARTED BEING AN ASSHOLE AND EVENTUALLY ABANDONED US. I'VE NEVER FORGIVEN HIM. I'VE NEVER REALLY FORGOTTEN. I'VE NEVER REALLY STOPPED FEELING PAIN OVER IT. 4. THREE FRIENDS. YOU ALL KNOW WHAT HAPPENED. TWO OF THEM I TRUSTED SO MUCH. AND THEN JUST LIKE THAT, OVER. THEY WERE MH 2ND AND 3RD CLOSEST FRIENDS. NOW THEY AREN'T EVEN MY FRIENDS. THEY DIDN'T EXACTLY BREAK MY TRUST. MORE LIKE AFTER LOSING THEM I TRULY GAVE UP ON MAKING FRIENDS BECAUSE I LOSE 90% OF THEM. I'VE LOST SO MANY FRIENDS BY MOVING. I'VE ALSO LOST SOME BY MEANS I JUST EXPLAINED. THE SCHOOL FRIENDS THAT I'M STILL IN TOUCH WITH ARE ALL FROM 6TH GRADE, AND IT'S ONLY 2 OF THEM. MY LIFE IS F*CKED UP