I HAVE BEEN FEELING A LOT BETTER RECENTLY BECAUSE THERE IS A LOT OF HOPE IN BRINGING THE FRIEND GROUP BACK. THERE IS A BIT OF A DELAY AS ONE OF THE LAST FRIENDS(I'LL CALL THEM M) IS AT DISNEY. THAT JUST GIVES ME AND ONE OF MY FRIENDS(I'LL JUST CALL THEM C) SOME MORE TIME TO PLAN. IF THIS GOES WELL I'LL NEVER FEEL DEPRESSED AGAIN. IF THIS FAILS THEN THE LIGHT AT THE END OF THIS TUNNEL WILL TURN TO DARKNESS. A DARKNESS THAT MAY NEVER BE REMOVED. SO I'M HOPING THIS WORKS. HOPEFUL