It's Been a Bit Since I Made A Meme About This Gay OC, And I'll Explain His PTSD In Comments (TW For Sensitive Content)

Don't you mean...✨️me✨️ (in all seriousness he is a lot like me)

Damn-

Well I mean I have some ptsd but not extreme the charisma good nature and noble heritage is true

And the LGBTQ+ label

Yeah and god bless Mary queen of Scott's those had sex with a commoner and then here I am

Nobles showing affection for commoners or someone who was lower than a commoner was frowned upon back then

I happen to have PTSD IRL, too - although it derives from me being scared of screwing up, and I'm batshit terrified of hurting another person because I screwed up. And it doesn't help that I viciously hate and loathe myself for my flaws, too.

Having romantic relationships is actually very hard for me in fact, because I openly fear hurting the other person, and half the time in the relationship is the other person trying to keep me calm enough so I don't go insane from nihilist fear.

And whenever things actually go good for me, I often beat myself up because I am haunted by the feeling that I don't deserve it.

To many, intelligence may be a blessing, but for me, it's a curse. Yeah, it makes me able to accomplish great things and makes me able to excel in science, philosophy, computer-programming, and a bunch of other things needing no mention, but it also makes me see horrible pain and misery in life a lot faster than other people, and leaves me overthinking and fearing every possible outcome.

I honestly sometimes wish I was mentally-retarded so that I'd be too dull to understand what pain is and actually have a shot at living an actually happy life.

Sorry about the rant; I don't often talk about my often-derailed emotional state because I don’t want the people who care about me to freak out over something that is as miniscule and insignificant as me. ._.

A great genius once wrote "sanity and being a genius do not go together in fact it is the undoing of a genius" the greatest inventor of all time said this daedelus ilyou don't have to bear it alone whilst algorithms and machinery is simpler than people that does not mean you need be afraid, it's all a gamble all of it is, and if anyone can tell their chances it's a human who is a true genius. So go and live

Okay, I'll try my best to embrace the madness, but I can't guarantee anything.

Oh-
I'm sorry

It's okay - it's my cross to bear, not yours.

Basically my OC Cade except he’s trans instead of gay and instead of PTSD he has ✨a serial killer for a father✨

Interesting...

Here's why this OC, Jonathan Reed, has severe PTSD (WARNING: Mentions Rape and Sexual Assault)

When he was younger, he was raped by multiple women. This was a "punishment" from his parents just for coming out as gay. The government found out and stripped his parents of their titles as nobles. The parents and all women involved were sentenced to life in prison for the crime.

The charges pressed include rape for the women, and abuse of power and hate crime charges for the parents.

That whole event not only caused Jonathan's PTSD, but it gave him a reason to use his social standing to raise awareness for rape and sexual assault.

Holy cow, that was dark!

It is. On the plus side, Jonathan is at least doing something about it!

Well, props to Jonathan for doing something about it - I still struggle a lot with my own PTSD (I ranted about it in the comments, sorry ._.)

It's okay-