Thank you Jemy. You are such a good friend, I know I probably won't ever see you irl but still I am grateful to have people to talk to about my problems on here, if they are big, I would obviously go to therapy and talk to them but I would talk to my good friends on here, 90% of the time, if I am having a panic attack, I just log on to Imgflip and listen to music for like 10-20 minutes and usually that helps me calm down. But thank you for the calming comment, I feel liked for once in my life.